Sigh......

Every once in awhile, ok maybe more than that...it feels good to just vent on this blog thing. I see it as a good thing sense i usually take out less anger on my children and hubby when i do so. Daniel worked late last night. not that big of a deal but i seem to have less and less patience with my children the more and more alone time i have with them. Needless to say i was really ready to put olivia down at 8:30, and i should mention that this was thoroughly communicated over the phone with my hubby. Just as I sang "...to live with him someday" in pops daniel with big hellos and hugs and kisses for olivia. Then he puts her in her crib and walks away. Olivia screamed so hard she almost threw up and I gave daniel a look that could kill. What was he thinking?! I started the bedtime routine all over again. Today my kiddos woke up at 8:00 and started fighting at 8:01. We went to Target where kolby "helped" me pick out a b-day present. While i bent down to have him choose between 3 different Lightning McQueen gifts that his friend just had to have, Olivia (who was standing in the cart) took off her pants and her diaper. Luckily nothing came out of her little naked bum before i could cover her back up. Kolby then insisted on zigzagging in front of the cart until the inevitable happened, I bumped into him, he tripped and dropped his precious bubble bath. He screamed, "Mommy don't hit me!" I scooped him up and set him in the cart with olivia where she stole the coveted bubble bath and then round 2 of the fighting began. I let out a huge SIGH for all the staring shoppers. Now we're home and both children are down for naps and I think i will join them shortly. Daniel will be gone til 11 or later tonight too. The one thing that keeps me going? American Idol starts tonight!!!!!