Last night as i lay awake having my entire body ache i started adding up all the tolls this prenancy is taking on my body. The third go around seems to have increased the intensity of all of the following:
1. Mental: i truly have no memory left. I can't even remember people's names. I also have made three mistakes on paying my bills in the last 2 months.
2. Emotional: I can basically cry about anything if i think about it long enough, like 2 seconds.
3. Physical: i have no energy, aweful headaches, dark circles under my eyes, veins popping out of my legs, stretch marks, increasing chubbiness, and itchy skin. I am still vomitting and often awake to a strong kick.
Basically i was feeling like a totally abused vessel. I never ever want to be seen in a swim suit again and i can't imagine that my body has anything left to give.
Then i looked at these video clips the kids had me take for fun and got a little choked up. ( I did mention the emotional strain right?) I suppose i can live as a crazy hermit covered from head to toe the rest of my life and still be happy with the results of my pregancies...these cuties!
5 comments:
It is soooo worth it but I'll still never do it again. Your kiddos are ridiculously cute!
It stays worth it too! I am reaping benifits even now that my kiddos are Moms and Dads! Trust the Lord when he prompts you to have more, there won't be a single child you wish you'd not had!
And your kiddos are ADORABLE, I completely agree.
Seriously..CALL ME if you need a break!!! Maddox would love for your kids to come over & play! I'll come and pick them up!
And in case you forgot because of the memory...my name is Abby...I only live 5 min away...=)
And if it makes any difference..I think you are one of those adorable pregnant girls and I know you'll totally be looking cute in a bathing suit before long!
Well I know you haven't felt the greatest but seriously YOU are the CUTEST pregnant girl ever!!! I LOVE the songs. So sweet.
Where did you get those bells. I need some. Congrats on another girl. We had our little girl on the 12th. I feel your pain. I think this pregnancy was the hardest. I don't know if I can do it again.
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