sniff sniff....grrrrr!

I cry when I get mad. I don't know why. It really doesn't make sense. Crying is for sad or spiritual feelings right? Not, "I want to rip your head off" feelings. My power went out on Sunday. This caused my internet to be down once again. The "technicians" came out today. After 2 hours they said they fixed it and let me know the set-up was easy. After i felt technology-retarted I called the company back. on hold both kids crying me crying lady on phone asking why baby is crying. I let her know exactly why all of us are crying! I got transfered A guy explains that technicians can't come back til tomorrow because their systems filed my house as a "job complete". I'm holding back profanities. I insist that he walks me through whatever his worthless dishonest technicians would have done if they were here. After 3 hours start to finish i know a whole lot of weird router codes, get a tight knot in my throat when ever i see a comcast van, found out kolby can make his own pb sandwich, and drum roll.....have working internet. My sweet polite hubby is always so embarrassed by my reactions. sorry hun. Dang, and I just told him that for one of my New Year's Resolutions i wanted to learn to chill. Guess i gotta another month:)